I should not think about it anymore....

FRIENDS!!!

Pls come back wherever you are!
I really need mental suppot on THAT day....
so far... only eka is coming back.... but it has already make me feel a lot better...

OK!
I should not let THE day to deprived me of my favourite thing....sleep.
Ever since the rumour ( and it has been confirmed btw), i have been living a zombie's life...

never mind...
it's just that i've been visualising that very day for the past couple of days...

i see myself sitting in the plastic chair in my school hall...
loud whispering among friends who have never seen each other for the past months...
teachers lined up against the walls trying to hide their anxiety from us by using their hair as curtain from facing us directly...
everyone waiting for the W***H to arrive and deliver her never-seem-to-end speech.
i feel a tremble down my spine. i look around, hoping nobody has noticed my embarrasing moment...
unknowingly, i rub my palms together until i could see it turn red then pale then red again....
drops of sweat forms on my forehead and fall by the side of my cheeck.

i ignored the tickle...questions forming in my head...

when my name will be called? what if i didn't do well?

how am i supposed to answer to my parents?
then i realised i CAN'T hear anything!
not the W***H's voice... not all the murmuring in the hall...
OMG!
what happened to me?
then i heard a loud thud...and the excruciating pain spread from my head across my body...
before i could think... everything went black.